Welcome to the blog page, or as I'd rather call it, my brain gunk! Like a cartoon lunch lady, I'll be putting absolute SLOP (my thoughts) on this metaphorical tray (this page). What that means is that I'll use this for ramblings, if that wasn't clear. Cool? Cool.
Aug 10, 2026 (but later)
i am probably never updating this website. i am quitting nearly all of my hobbies. i quit. i know i only made this site 3 days ago, so nobody's gonna see this. i just think it needs to be said. all my passion for everything is gone. i don't know if i can even keep drawing, and i've loved it ever since i was a toddler. i just don't know how im supposed to feel anymore. my parents are gonna be able to see everything on my phone, i barely have privacy now. i give up on everything. i even had to delete my tumblr account.
like Robert Frost said,
"nothing gold can stay."
Aug 10, 2026
ngl i'm super excited for school to start!! NOT because of homework or the other people there or anything. no, i'm excited for THEATER!!!!! this year's musical is apparently about a stowaway who has to disguise himself as a woman so he doesn't get thrown overboard by the all-woman crew. last school year when the director was telling us about this like five boys IMMEDIATELY wanted to take on this role. speaking of boys in theater its nice seeing so many at my current school. my last school only had like 3 cis boys in the musical cast and like one trans dude LOL. one of those boys was honestly really bad at acting, i think the director only cast him because they were in dire need of more boys, but don't tell anyone i said that...
he always sat in the very back row either playing minecraft education on his ipad or watching people play minecraft with his headphones in. honestly, im surprised he even remembered his lines!
Aug 8, 2026 (but later)
ugghh i wish i had more money so i can commission artists to draw my oc x canon (jayci x cyan) my broke ahh genuinely only has like $4 to my name this stinks :p
i also really wanna get the rest of deltarune because i really like ralsei and want MORE OF HIM!!!! (what kind of darkner even is he??? how did he not turn to stone in cyberworld but lancer did??? also i decided to do the weird route on a different save file JUST to kill berdly because i do not like berdly hes an annoying LOSER!!!!
Aug 8, 2026
one of my eyes is pink (bloodshot?) and my head hurts from staring at my computer all day making this website (which STILL isn't done but hey Rome wasn't built in a day!) but it's SO worth it!! learning html has been fun even if some of this code has been taken from templates i found lol...but MOST OF THIS I DID MYSELF I SWEAR!!! man i do need to get a better sleep schedule though, it's nearly 1 A.M. as of typing this. bleehh